Finally after quite some time... browsing thru the blogs... and I wonder. Why is it when you post something sad or sound sad and down, your friends will comment and ask you 'whats wrong' or finally ask ' how are you? are you ok?' hahaha...
pelik....
why now? why not when I need you. why not check on whenever. but why now when i finally manage to put it in words and post it that you finally care to read and wonder how was i doing?
sometimes friends are just so full of themselves. when they meet you: 'hi, hey did you hear what happened last weekend, what happened at someones' birthday party, oh... this boy asked me out, thay boy give me that. I fight with my boyfriend, im under pressure. I have a lot of work to do............... blablablabla.................. and the list goes on until half and hour when they're done talking: 'how are you? ape cerite?'................... 5 minutes of your story, either one of us have to leave, or we finally reach the destination.
they never listen. do i exist to just hear you talk? do i exist just to solve your problem? well.. i dont think so. and do you think i write a post for you to read and comment?? i also dont think so. the post is to share. not a place for you to know my condition. if you really care enough, you would have call me once you read 'that' post. not comment it there and wait a few weeks later when im dead to actually reply you.
bare that in mind. as much as you dont need me... i dont need you too...
