SPCA

You have done your homework and thinking which is the best breed to buy. Be it a cat or dog, I'm sure you will be thinking of going to the pet store to buy them. Bearing in mind that you are responsible enough and capable of having a pet, instead of buying a 'new' dog or cat that will cost you hundreds or thousands depending on the breed, why not drop by at SPCA in Ampang, take a look at the 'residents' cute little faces, adopt them and bring them home.

It doesnt cost you thousands, yet you still have cute cat/dog to bring home with you. Better yet, you are actually giving a life to them. Hundreds of animals were sent there every month. It will be difficult for them to manage. Why not do your part as an animal lover, bring them home and give them a chance to see and feel the love again.

You can simply go to www.spca.org.my. They have posted pictures of dogs/cats that in need of home or what they need to maintain the center. If you cannot afford to have a pet why not make a donation to them so they can continue contributing to the animal society. Thank you :)

YOU can make a difference.

mood mooting

There is this hunger that i cannot explain.

Even without moot, i had trouble chasing deadline. and now im biting more than i can chew.. i was happy without moot. content.. thus why oh why????? i call it "the itch"

it gnaws on your mind and dream. intrude on your happiness as an afterthought that lingers.. never overpowering but then thats why it is such a big itch. its just there at the background, patiently beckoning you. then the last bait...

that people is the itch. hahahahaha..

and so here i am.. desperately holding on to flimsy threads that is my life. hoping against mountainous hope that i am able to finish memorials before FINALS starts. sheesh

humanity part2

i have minor breakdown usually once a week. and there are times. rare ones i have a complete meltdown. the last time was in matrics when i was doing this thing on rape. and incest. my research was extensive. my attachment on this issue is deep and profound. here is a story for you. a child of 8 years old was raped one night by a string of men. all her relatives. uncles and father and brother. that night was not the first and would not be her last. what was different was that night was her birthday.

a man was convicted of incest. he described it as taking a bite from the fruit of his labour. literally. he was the one bringing her up. watching her grow. invested in her. he should be able to take a first taste.. this bastard was hospitalized by a female officer upon giving that statement to the media. kudos for her

the horrific of it all.. what is this world coming to? forget the environment. where is the fucking humanity?

that is beside the point. i remember upon finishing the work i was so discouraged that i stop functioning. i skipped a few classes. i withdraw with the tragedies playing in my head. and time finally pick me up. and i moved on.

now again i m faced with this research. having to read and deal with it... where is the fucking humanity??

I'll be ok.

you looked at me today,
everything seems to be ok.
but you never knew inside,
all the things that i hide so tight.

you only see the surface,
but never whats beneath my chest.
you only see the smile,
and not the pain that i held so tight.

i am here alone,
holding the pieces in my hand.
i am here alone,
gathering back the strength to stand.

i've always been impassive,
never knew how to show it well.
i've always been impatient,
never knew how to slow it down.

but i will be ok,
mending the pieces in my heart.
i will still survive,
and share with you another smile.

L.O.S.E.R.

A university conduct a survey recently on something about the peoples' support on political party. is that what you do to upgrade your university status?? shouldnt you conduct a survey on your system, admin, lectures and the facilities first then only conduct survey on other things??

This is your biggest failure. FAILED to understand and fix your weakness. people are complaining on your system. many not satisfied on the way things are going but you have no channel or complaint body to listen to these. you only care about people giving you money but never care on your responsibility to use the money for the benefit of the people who actually 'supply' you with the money. i know the money is not that much to make a profit. but at least spend it on things that are crucial. it took you months to fix the walkway lights. you never care about the safety of your 'citizen'. instead you oppressed them in every way you can. what a loser.

t-shirts

The word printed t-shirt is now a madness.. or maybe not so anymore. I think it started with nike shirts. the first few i remember was something like "i do it last night", "it was 'this' long"... and many others. that was few years ago. now word printed are everywhere. even in 'uptown' where the lame-est words are printed on it. like "saya sayang mak saya" and so on... sometimes it is catchy and fun but sometimes you do feel like throwing up and disgusted.

not only the youngster but people's parents where that kind of t-shirt. not an offense of course. but here are the list of what seems to be disgusting to be put on a shirt:


"I slept with my daughter last night"
"we just made our EIGHTH kid last night"
"I like firm asses"
"my boyfriend's is short"
"I'm the 4play type"

and the list goes on..
luckily i've never came across any of the above... YET and i hope not.

Hadramawt @ chulan square

I wanted to blog about food only to realised that im too lazy to take pictures to include in the post. i somehow feel that its an ordinary thing because people take pictures of food and post it. therefore i'll only write about the food/restaurant without the picture. what the hell anyways. its the internet era, im sure you can google the restaurant if you want to see the pictures. some of them do upload thier whole menu including the price.


The other day we went to hadramawt @ chulan square to celebrate kora's birthday. the place was nice. it is divided into 2 areas that is the open air upstairs at the balcony and the rest of it is air-conditioned. the food was good. slightly pricey than alrawsyah but the food do taste better. some of them. their defect i would say that they overpriced their drinks especially the juices way too high..

i ordered lamb madghout 500grams as they have another at 1 kg. the price is only RM25 and it is a VERY generous portion for two person. the lamb was very tender and soft and it is so easy to eat and cut them using only spoon. you can ask for garlic sauce to eat with the rice too. it will definitely add more taste to it. the sheesh tawoob was good too my friend said. besides the normal hummus they also have the lamb hummus for RM 8 including few pieces of arab bread.

they also have seafood and their deserts looked very tempting but we are too bloated with the lamb modghout that there barely space left to fit the strawberry melba. the total of my bill for two person is only RM 34.10 including a 10% service charge. but the service was good compared to alrawsyah even though alrawsyah doesnt have a service charge so we dont mind paying for it.

i would come again to try the strawberry melba and fried lamb. plus the parking is reasonable that is only RM 3 per entry with proper carpark. you can find their full list of menu at hadramawt.com.my :)

humanity

i finally resorted to manually looking for cases in international humanitarian courts for the competition. what i find is beyond comprehension. i am here safely behind a computer seeing words and mere words could not properly describe anything and i could not help but flinch and avert my eyes from reading these horrors. but we must. this is the first case that i found.
Jean Paul AKAYESU is the defendant. He was on a mission to locate a man. and thus seeking information house to house

Victim V- interrogated, beaten with rifles and metal sticks

Victim U - was threatened with the death of her husband and child

Victim X- was forced to lay on the dirt ground while a soldier threatened to drive over her.

and of course in other cases. the rape, the murder. The ethnic cleansing or genocide that they did is mindblowing. they rape the women so they will reproduce children of Serbs rather than Bosnian. and of course for these women the only way was to bear the child or kill the child or kill themselves.. the saddest thing is that these monsters are NOT monsters. they are everyday people you see on the street. average looking joes who i would not hesitate to smile at if our eyes ever met.

in the end. think about it. these monsters... they do not assume another identity. they are the people in our community. they sit beside us in the train. they stand behind us in the bus. they patiently queue waiting to order their food. and all the time the monster remains..