How do you measure gender??

How do you measure gender??

Dressing, ASSETS, the way you are? haha..

i was actually taken aback when one of my distant aunty actually asked me whether Im a boy or girl. straight to my face. hahaha..

I appreciate the SINCERITY. but seriously...

1) rambut aku tak berapa nak mcm jantan. or pengkid.. but i take it as a compliment la. rambut aku mcm anuar zain kan :P

2) aku tau la badan aku macam runway airport.. but again... hahahaha.. jgn la hina mcm tu sekali.

3) aku tau la muka aku tak berapa nak ayu or putih or licin.. aku just naturally malas nak jaga.

4) aku tau la badan aku hot kan. kurus dan berotot berbanding dgn yg lain bulat bulat belaka.

5) aku pakai seluar pendek. tapi at least bukan hotpants or baju melekat kat badan macam nak mintak rogol.

6) selipar aku tak mcm selipar pompuan. sebab slipar pompuan tak kental. kalau lari kena kejar anjing confirm putus.

So what is left for you to judge? afterall aku bukan mintak anak kau pinang aku. tak mintak pon nak jadi menantu kau. tak heran pon sebab bukan kau yg bagi aku makan. tak heran pon sebab bukan aku nak suap kau makan.

whatever it is. i appreciate and love myself. when everyone would die to have a body like mine. why should i bother about what people say. YANG PENTING AKU HAPPY :)

cheers :)

Politics

And now that i've started why stop eh?

OK.. I will vote.. I hate the government. HATE HATE HATE..

But hey. Look at it this way. I have my education. And most of my friends are educated people.. of all races.

I know the govt have been screwing with us so long. But now that we have a strong opposition maybe they will toe the line...

And giving credit where it's due. The country turned out fine so far. I mean there is A LOT that we need to be proud of. Suppression of freedom of speech? yes. I see that as a problem too. BUT to be fair, the voices against the govt are not TOTALLY stifled. And people have access to the information they need to make an informed decision.

I will be making an informed decision when voting. I will PROBABLY be slamming the govt sometime in my future posts. but hey.. that's why it's informed decision and not blind following.

And so far ambiga, the protest for having to notify 10 days in advance? not to mention the seksualiti merdeka (and defacing the word merdeka at that).. come on... there needs to be a line SOMEWHERE.

nukilan hati di malam hari... lagi..

Cheers

Been So Long

This is the journey so far. Me and my bestfriend are no longer roommates. This is the biggest challenge ever. Imagining not waking up AFTER your best friend has relented to use the shower before you. Just so you can get that extra 15 minutes of blissful sleep. That one person who you have lived the BEST days of your life. The passing time shoved me right into the real world and it isn't pretty.

I question my judgment everyday. I question my choice of career every time I'm working. And every single time memory beckons me to its arms. I will always relive the glorious blissful days that was with my bestfriend.

I wished every day that i had appreciated time more..

To all those who are lost and happen to be reading this.. if you're of school-going age and life suck at school it will not in uni. If you're in college and you THINK you're life suck in uni... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE appreciate it. The grass is definitely GREENEST in your era. If you are working like me... God help us all.

Nukilan hati di malam hari.

Cheers