Donut.

Sometimes I do wish I could turn back time. they said the best is to learn from your mistakes. but whats the point of learning when nothing can be done anymore? contohnye: kau tak sempat nak selamatkan orang terjun bangunan. if you learn from your mistake, MAYBE kau dapat save kan orang lain. but orang yang kau tak dapat selamatkan tu tetap mati. BUT if you turn back time, you can save THAT person and orang orang lain lagi... you save extra live. AMACAM?? btol tak. hahaha...

Now I do wish I could go back to the time masa matrix. from the beginning even until nilai. I missed the time menggila kat pj. and surprisingly I do missed the time kat nilai too. Sumpah nilai was like the worst time i could ever go through in my life. but that is also one of the best part in life. not forgeting the melenjan, the hot weather, the never-ending arabic classes.... not forgetting the friends... gile hebat. In a way i wish the situation akan sama sampai gombak.. UNFORTUNATELY...... tidak...

Well, to YOU.... i never regret our friendship. cuma terkilan and agak hurt because everything seems like a lie. i read few messages between us dulu, honestly menyedihkan. like.. why must things change? why DO you change?? kenapa kena based our friendship on a lie. of course i would accept you the way you are... tapi.. tak pe la.. it doesnt matter. maybe its better this way.

Thank you and enjoy life :)

19.6.10.

I came across an article in The Star today (19 june 2010) on Malaysia needs to end laws that allow arbitrary detention. this was said by the UN. I then browse through the UN website to actually know what is UN about. It is stated in their charter that their purpose is to maintain international peace, respect for human rights, and many other things promoting the world peace.

and now another step is taken in so called 'promoting' or 'respecting' human rights is asking malaysia to stop arbitrary detention. im actually neutral in this matter as there is the good and the bad side of the detention. the bad is of course when it is used wrongfully to detain people. however im not posting to talk about the pros and cons.

what i wanted to say is that why focus on something that doesnt effect the WORLD peace rather than telling the israel to stop bombing the gaza WITHOUT just cause? or on their attack on the ships that carry medical and food aid to the gaza? shouldnt you tell them to do something? to stop disturbing other people and PROMOTING peace to gaza.

maybe you should remember that people in gaza are also human and therefore they are entitled for the same human rights as other countries. although it may differ but i am sure that there is no countries that allow such violation to the people in living their lives in peace and harmony.

THAT IS WHAT YOU SHOULD DO. TELL THE ISRAEL THAT THE VIOLATE THE HUMAN RIGHTS OF THE HUMAN IN GAZA, NOT JUST A MERE ARBITRARY DETENTION THAT DOES NOT HARM THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE.

this is just my opinion without any good research. or maybe i wrongly understand what the article is all about. haha..

Useless lessons in life.

1. When your mom wanted to buy a small dining table insisting that she no longer cook that much and the table could fit the few dishes she cook, JANGAN PERCAYA. over time, she might again love to cook and the table just couldnt fit everything.

2. Invest on a steering lock for your car. Not only it can help to prevent theft, but you can also use it when you are involve in an accident and it is totally not your fault. Fungsinye: pukul orang tu. after all, not only your car kemek, but also your heart. Hit him harder if he doesnt want to pay!

3. Knock before you enter your friend's room. Trust me. you do NOT want to catch them making out whichever style that is.

4. NEVER lend your shoes to your friends. they might end up not returning it at all, or they have smelly feet as they do not like to wear socks.

5. do not be over sensitive when one of your friends have a bestfriend. you have your own boyfriend or girlfriend, just let them be happy single but at least with a bestfriend.

6. do not move in together before marriage. if you think you can handle living together, you might as well just get married. at least you dont have to worry about jais or any 'accident'.

7. when one of your friends' father passed away suddenly without you knowing the reason, NEVER assume he dies in a prostitution house. Dosa besar fitnah orang berzina. ishishish....

GTH. (taken from my private blog)

Finally after quite some time... browsing thru the blogs... and I wonder. Why is it when you post something sad or sound sad and down, your friends will comment and ask you 'whats wrong' or finally ask ' how are you? are you ok?' hahaha...
pelik....

why now? why not when I need you. why not check on whenever. but why now when i finally manage to put it in words and post it that you finally care to read and wonder how was i doing?

sometimes friends are just so full of themselves. when they meet you: 'hi, hey did you hear what happened last weekend, what happened at someones' birthday party, oh... this boy asked me out, thay boy give me that. I fight with my boyfriend, im under pressure. I have a lot of work to do............... blablablabla.................. and the list goes on until half and hour when they're done talking: 'how are you? ape cerite?'................... 5 minutes of your story, either one of us have to leave, or we finally reach the destination.

they never listen. do i exist to just hear you talk? do i exist just to solve your problem? well.. i dont think so. and do you think i write a post for you to read and comment?? i also dont think so. the post is to share. not a place for you to know my condition. if you really care enough, you would have call me once you read 'that' post. not comment it there and wait a few weeks later when im dead to actually reply you.

bare that in mind. as much as you dont need me... i dont need you too...

First week of the sem.

The first week of the 2nd sem bermula seperti biasa dengan the manual add and drop thing. Like any other sem, the students begin lining up outside the computer lab as early as 7.30 and seperti biasa, the session starts at around 9am.. Without fail, every time we lined up outside the lab we complained on how stupid the system works. Kena beratur panjang panjang and you have to wait for hours for you to finally dapt masuk... Tapi tu pon baru dapat masuk. tak kira lagi when you cannot add the subject for whatever reason yang diorang bagi..

The session stop for lunch break and continue at 2. Surprisingly there is improvement made by the lawsoc people when they came up with the numbering system and they'll call your number one by one. It looks stupid but it is rather satisfying as we dont have to wait in line for another two hours dengan panas dan sebagai nye.. Seriously impressive. I have to congratulate them for their effort to make a change.. no matter how small but it manage to improve the system...

Dan kemudian seperti biasa, ungs is forever full. The worst part is when you cannot prereg the subject online, there is no chance for you to get the subject manually.. They have to consider that you made the subject compulsory for the whole university and therefore you should provide sufficient sections for the students... It is irrelevant to make the students delay the subject from one sem to other just because you cannot provide enough sections for the students..

Haih.... maka the first sem is always full with frustration. The tension of not getting to register the subject, lining up under the hot sun, walk here and there to get the signature and also when your ptptn masuk lambat. hahaha... that is for some of you la tapi...

Maka, I can only hope for the best for this sem and look forward for interesting events coming up. hehe~

Hello

The first post. I dont intend to write anything serious tonight as dah ngantok. Just to fill this up. Welcome to my public blog. I'll write again someday..