If you are concern about my future.... tell me about it. Im sure as hell worried about mine too. hahahaha...
Im sitting in the holding room.... but Im not the one competing or moot. Never was and most probably never will. I dont fit in there. Im the only one who doesnt share the same passion as them. and yet there I was. Been to few competitions.... although missed a few especially the ones pie joined (die bengang nampaknye) but lately ni rajin jugak sebab da ade kete. That was not the only awkward moment I had.
Im sitting in a meeting for upcoming conference. I was there since my friend couldnt make it. The committee mostly debaters. Including the officers. They were debaters. and there I was. sitting and listening awkwardly.
So where do I go after this??? gile la macam loser. I feel left out wherever I am. trying to fit in engineering community but I dont do engin. nak join budak budak law................. pon failed. so you can see me as a loner. I try to stay for the competition tadi... somehow failed. first, because I despise that place. second, I dont fit in there and I was there for nobody. it doesnt even matter whether i was there or not. just for the sake of......................... coming???? i dont know.
therefore, unfortunately I have to say that that will be my last time coming to any competition. sadly 'that university' for an ending?? loser lagi sekali. heh. and like it matter whether im around or not.....
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