MY FRIEND.

During my first year in gombak I met someone who eventually in time managed to make me see my real potential and along the way encouraged me to use the positive side of me to try harder and achieve more. She made me feel like Im a wondergirl. She also managed to make me paranoid and I finally took that stupid online OCD test and yes... probably I have OCD. hahahaha...

If there's any good part of me it is definitely her who is behind it. But somehow I failed to make her see her potential. I see it as my failure and here I am trying my best to convey this in words on how wonderful this friend of mine is. You may not notice her as she is small. A bit less in height I can say nonetheless she is AMAZING without a doubt.

If only you have time to know me long enough you will know that I have very bad temper. Not that Im proud of it. That is my weakness. Somehow she always managed to control me and cool me down. Sometimes I even get annoyed because she insist to cool me down and INSIST I tell her what she did wrong because when Im mad at times I do behave like a crap even towards her and its not even her fault.

Sometimes Im so frustrated because she is sooo kind towards me when I treat her badly. She is so soft hearted and I dont intend to take advantage of that. We fought countless times just for me to make her understand that in life you need not treat EVERYBODY nicely especially when they did not treat you well. Memang fail btol sampai sekarang I dont know whether she finally understands that or not. hahaha...

She stick with me thru thick and thin (ayat cliche :P) what more can I say... she literally and technically do that. Im proud of her in EVERY way. At times I wished I could really make her understand and know that I without hesitation am proud of her. haih...........

I blame her school teacher and people in her childhood for making her feel less about herself when she's NOT. And the boys that broke her heart when she DONT deserve it. Trust me, when she loves you, her love is unconditional and DO NOT by any chance hurt her or else......... you watch out la! I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN. SERIOUSLY.

I know I've not been a very good friend to her as she did to me. And I dont know how I can ever pay her back.... She is just AMAZING and WONDERFUL.


Nadiya Hafidz, I thanked you for everything that you've done for me. And I hope I managed somehow, eventho in my lack of senses and sensitivity make you happy and show you how much I appreciate you. I would give the world if I could but that is impossible. I only hope we have the luck to do the things we've always wanted to do. at least layang-layang dah dapat! hee~

THANK YOU SZXZM..... :D