I hate blogging

hahahaha.. Let me explain. the thing is i have a lot to say. Views to give. Food to comment. Circumstances to analyzed. And i do ALL this in my head. Writing it in the blog i have in my head..

But this is what happen. I FINALLY sit in front of the computer and what happens? nothing. I have no desire to share anything. It could be because i intend to upload a picture but is not using my computer which HAS the picture. or maybe talk about people i care not to think at this moment.

SO this is one of this moment. Isn't it amazing how i started not wanting to write anything but now going on to my THIRD paragraph??? yup.. hahaha.. and now I'm all warmed up. LETS BEGIN!

Ok firstly, its not so much that i HATE my batch (though it wouldn't be inaccurate to say that) that i don't want to go to the bloody law grad dinner. It's just that its so bothersome. I don't want the trouble of being civil to people i BARELY stand. I mean yes, i can stick with the people i do stand but because i'm not in their "circle" i can't understand their language. AND people in a circle have their own language they inflict on "outsiders" in a manner most infuriating that you know you're being laughed at for not understanding. How do i know this? well because i was in a circle. Thus was guilty of that offence. KARMA.

Secondly, i just can't stand events like this. I don't like it. I'm sure somewhere later in life, i might have to endure this but until the time comes when i'm obligated to do something i don't like, i won't be stupid enough to volunteer for it and also not stupid enough to pay for it.

AND finally. The people are so bossy. WHO THE FUCK cares what I FUCKING DO in my life. Does it matter to you that i'm not burning RM100 to go somewhere i don't wish to be. Does it matter that it's the final time we will have dinner together? WOULD IT SURPRISE YOU TO LEARN THAT I DON'T CARE SHIT IF I EVER SEE YOU AGAIN?

NO I DON'T WANT TO TAKE THE BLOODY PICTURE AND YOU DON'T NEED TO THREATEN ME ABOUT IT.
NO I DON'T CARE FOR MEMORIES OF HAVING BEING YOUR FRIEND
NO I DON'T WANT TO GO

What i cherish is the time i chose to keep in my heart. no amount of time i take a picture or go to the dinner will capture those special moments... So leave me be. I did not bother your life.. so KARMA states you can't bother mine