crash!

Here I am. In the room bersama seorang yang sedang patah hati. And it doesnt help me much as I have to listen to all the broken-hearted songs. Enough of it, months ago. Enough of it, years ago. Its done. I'm done. But these songs keep on bugging me and slowly dragging my emotions too. Yeah.... Now I'm also starting to feel the pain. All the pain that I've felt before. Its just the same everytime. Regardless who the person is or was for that matter. haha~

Breaking your heart is something that is painful but yet you'll always crave for more. You'll always come back and take the same route. You'll repeat your mistakes. In the name of love. Kononnye. Bullshit. In the end... you know you are the one carrying the pain. You are the one who is going to go through all the shits alone again. No one but you. And this time you have to face it alone. No more shoulder to lean on. No more gentle touch to soothes you. Its all gone. Dead and gone.

Then you'll AGAIN be left hanging. All the stupid questions that you will repeat over and over again to yourself. Whether the love still exist. Whether that person still cares for you. Whether you can survive without them. Thats just life.........