Dear friend,
I know things are not how we want them to be lately. I dont know why and I am very sorry for that. So the least I can do is write this out and leave something for you in case I wont be around soon. I hope this doesnt sound boring. Haih... So here goes....
I know there are times when I didnt help much when you actually need them. Sometimes I dissapear without letting you know. I failed to hear when you talk. I'm not sensitive enough to know when you're sad. I didnt manage to give good advice when you really need them. I cant fully agree on your choice. The rejection and all other stuff...
Im sorry for that... I know its my fault.
Tetapi....
Remember that I cant stop you from making your own choices. I know 'in love' makes you feel like you're on top of the world. I wont deny that coz I've been thru that part of my life. However, Im here to remind you that things are not what we want them to be most of the time. Dont make your partner your life centre. One simple reason if when you lose them, you'll also lose your life and it'll take a while to actually move on after that. No kidding.
I cant guarantee you that you'll end up with the person you are with now. What I can say is be prepared for anything to come and just make sure you can still hold on and be yourself. It is normal to break your heart in relationships. But in time it will heal. Well, I hope. Just be sure that he is the right guy for you. Just dont be too infatuated and start making wrong decisions.
Bak kate stacie orrico: there's gotta be more to life. Haha~ there's got to be more than just him. Im sure when the time is right, you'll be with who you deserve. We got long way to go. As much as Im dying to have a guy in my life now, but I know this isnt the right time yet. Im too young to make such a big decision. I'll just reserve all those pain when Im older. For now just enjoy every moment of being single and move around without restrictions. Except from your parents of course. Hee~
So friend,
whatever you feel like doing or whoever your choice is. Make sure you think about it carefully. I'll be here if you need me, but I cant fix your broken heart for you. I can just listen and give stupid advice like I always do. Not more than that I know. Just remember whatever it is, hidup mesti diteruskan. You cannot stop and breakdown and expect the world to wait for you. I can and will wait. But time just wont stop. Be sure to heal quickly and move on to look for other things.
It is painful to just see you in pain. There's no need to even wait until you cry. If only I have the power to stop you. If only I can show you someone better. But I CANT. POWERLESS. To see you hurt each and everyday for someone..... I really feel like smashing his head. Tapi tak bleh la kan. Heh. Haih. Ape ape pon............. begitulah.... haih.
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